hang loose, love hard
hang loose, love hard
“I can’t begin to heal,
not yet,
because I am still breaking.”
It’s strange because when I think of my future I still imagine you in it. I’m sure you’re happier without me but for some reason I can’t help but imagine what a life with you would be like. I can see you coming home on a Tuesday night to our cozy little home, you open the door and the smell of your favorite home cooked meal and my vanilla scented perfume greet you before you even lay your eyes on me. I still care about you a lot, and I think I always will, you truly do have a soft spot in my heart that not even time can seem to remove. All I ever wanted for you was the best and if you let me I would’ve given you the world. It doesn’t feel right to think about my future with anyone else other than you, I can’t help but remember all the times we talked about getting married, and how your mom said she couldn’t wait for me to be her daughter in law. You felt like home to me.
itsprincesslivyyy
